Service

          After months of constant avoidance, I'll be attending later. Hmm. Would everything be as it was before? Or would it be a whole new thing for me again? Well, lets find out :)

Timing?

          Oh Yes, It did! My 8 year long dream is finally coming in a couple of months. After all the heart to heart talks with God, making all these promises of "If you made this possible, I'd do this, do that. bla bla" and even to the point "I'd give you my life, just give us this."

          God really has his weird ways, you'll think and even doubt about His timing.

          Why now? (In terms of Relationship with Him) Honestly, when I learned about the papers being approved at last, my relationship with Him is at its weakest. I had never been too far away to him in my life, and I know it. It's just hard to admit it and harder to deal with. Even my relationship with church-mates is in no good shape. It is true that I am too busy with Council duties and friend obligations. But I know I could have made time for my church mates. So why now? When I was hanging by a thread, when I was holding on the last straw, when I was about to cut the line between us. 

          Why now? (In terms of things I attained) Here are some common reactions of people who found out about this:

• "Really? You wont finish your studies here? You're in your 3rd year dude, Isang taon nalang sana."
• "How about your council position? You've been appointed. Sayang."
• "What about your political party? You can't leave just like that."

And these things haunt me almost every night. It's like I'll be throwing away everything I've worked on here in Manila. So why now? When I you already gave me all of this. When I'm more than happy with everything. When all of this had been established.

          Why now? (In terms of personal relationships) With boast and a hint of humility, I can shout to the whole world that:

I Love my Family!

• Tarece People
• Baguio People
• Rosales People
• Palaris People
• Everybody else no above :)

"Other things may change us, but we start and end with family." A short yet meaningful sentence. We should never forget about family, I would never be the sometimes serious yet sometimes jolly and most of the time analytic Louis now if it haven't been for them. I Love everybody in my family, Each shared a big influence in my Life. Molding me to who I am when we met(More or less. Haha)

I Love my Friends!

• Batch 16
• Tires and Trees ♥
• LRS
• Technomasino
• Lifebox
• LTC friends
• RESPECT-LIT friends
• Siklab friends
• Eng'g friends
• Dagupan friends
• Manila friends
• University friends
• Noms friends
• Dota friends
• Everybody not above, Sorry for my "Sablay" memory (Haha)

I may not have my "Dream Friends" but those people above are better than my "Dream Friends", Because these people are REAL. These people "Remolded" me. My parents often talk to me for "Always choosing Friends over Family." I, most of the times deny it to them but if I think about it, they're right. I believe that every moment spent with a friend is worth cherishing. I may have a "Sablay" memory but believe me when I say that it is beyond words to describe how happy I am when I am with a friend(Most especially when we haven't seen each other for a while). And a lot don't know that I am such a sentimental person. Every moment is cherished, maybe not detailed, but it would be cherished. So don't be shocked when someday I'll show you one receipt of a time we ate together, so watch out! Hahaha!

          The measure on how much I love my friends should probably be proportional to my fear of losing them. That's whats bothering me if I leave. What if someday I come back and everything has changed? Everyday this thought keeps on growing. It grows more when I see my friends go out without me. It gives me a thought that would it be that easy for them to move on with their life after I leave? Well, only God knows what will happen. The only thing I'll do is "Make every moment count."

You Might be thinking that I'd hate to go to Canada, well, you're WRONG!

I'd LOVE to go to Canada, I've been dreaming to Migrate there for the past 8 years. Why back out now? This blog is just something I needed because for the past few weeks, Everything above has been bothering me. And now I feel much better :) Thank you.

*In the future I'll be blogging on why I'd love to migrate :)

*Sorry for some grammatical error. Its past 4am. Hahaha!

happy :]

andito ngayon sa bahay nila precious. nakijoin lang ako. umeepal lang sa group nila ahaha. ampogi nila oh xD

1-IT A!!

this week is my 3rd week here in UST. about 5-6 hours drive away from home. i can feel the excitement and fear in my heart. i still dont know what will happen here on the next chapter of my awesome and weird life :D but all i can say and hope is that i will have fun with the people that ill meet in the future :D and to be closer to toooooot :D i also pray to God that i will be active here in victory u-belt. Lord God help me to fulfill my purpose :) help me in my studies and in my everyday task :)
Godbless us all :) good evening bloggers :D

LouKo
B1
Lou78
at iba pa :)

Happy Birthday to ME!!!

Today is My Birthday.. I Thank Everyone who remembered and those who greet me! I Thank God kasi he let me finish another year. I think ung year na 15 ako, un ung year na sobrang daming nangyari. madaming change, madaming katangahan, kasiyahan, mga taong nakilala.. maraming maturity na nangyari within me. which is good. I may have learned it the hard way, I still thank God na Binigay nya saakin ung opportunity na un para mag grow up.. Now im praying na sana he will give me one more chance! one Last chance! A chance that will Never again be wasted :|

Thanks Guys!! -Lou-

>Still Hoping for a reply..<

*A BLOG I MADE ON MY BIRTHDAY LAST MARCH 2010*